I keep searching for the purpose I once had
The mistakes I’ve made, were they ever that bad?
Time never changes but the days keep passing by
No more dreams, do people like me deserve to die?
These voices – these voices never end
Again and again and again
I’ve seen her before in my dreams
Who is she?
I didn’t deserve this
I never wanted this
I don’t fucking need this
I never fucking asked to feel this way
How long have I been waiting?
And I don’t even care
The hope that never saved me
No one was ever there
When will this life finally
End and I can realize
My time here had no purpose
When will this life finally end?
How many times do I have to prove that
I am nothing to the world around me
How many times do I have to say that
I’m gonna give up on the world around me
Life is a cancer and death is the cure
I just need someone there for me
The feeling of being alone as she holds me
How long have I been waiting?
And I don’t even care
The hope that never saved me
No one was ever there
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